This girl

For some context I’m a freshman in hs, not the best looking but also not totally ugly, and kind of chubby.. there’s this girl that’s a ...

For some context I’m a freshman in hs, not the best looking but also not totally ugly, and kind of chubby.. there’s this girl that’s a senior who goes to my school who I’ve been obsessed with for months. We’re good friends but I she’s leaving in a few months for college. I had a long conversation with her today about where she’s going to college and what she’s gonna do etc. We ended up hugging and then I left. After today I realized that I’m totally in love with this person and I don’t know what to do because she’s way out of my league. She’s a total 11/10 and I’m maybe a 4. I’m coming here because I really have no where else to go..