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Hello I am 15m I have been feeling very lonely and want someone on my side, I have some problems,I’m “ugly” IMO,unlikable,and i have a l...

Hello I am 15m I have been feeling very lonely and want someone on my side, I have some problems,I’m “ugly” IMO,unlikable,and i have a lot of anxiety towards women, when I was little,my step mom abused me so I feel a weird vibe when I’m with women, and I kinda feel like I am not good enough and have a shitty self image she beat me down so bad and I want somone who i can vent to,love,and enjoy