Am I cooked?

I'm 14. Slightly chubby sometimes I feel short I got an ugly face and generally lost all hope what do I do because I cannot really t...

I'm 14. Slightly chubby sometimes I feel short I got an ugly face and generally lost all hope what do I do because I cannot really talk to a girl that good because well most of the time they kind of laugh at me also they all got boyfriends most of the time like there's not a single girl at my school without a boyfriend and also like they all have a certain type either tall dreadhead or some sort of extremely skinny Edgar with some sort of want to be gang banger personality and well I'm neither because well I'm Mexican but not skinny also I refuse to get an Edgar I have a taper but that's it. Am I cooked?